Hard goodbyes, and an awkward night.

It all started the other day, well it does not really start then, but this story does.

Wednesday my sister in law Tiffany called, saying she was driving home, and wanted to stop by and spend the night, gladly we said yes, and started cleaning, she showed up around 8 pm, my nephews came running in, giving me a big hug saying uncle Jeremy we love you.

I played with them, made some food, all around we had a blast, I then went down stairs and watched one of my favorite movies, Aladdin and the king of thieves, they then went to bed, and I made the adults food, talked till 1am, then I went to bed.

I woke up early like normal, but my nephews soon woke up, and gave me a hug saying we will miss you, I then realized, I will not see them for two years, maybe a lot longer, in this mindset I got ready to go to SLC, for work, I get up to my work (Jamba Juice) and it was one of my favorite coworkers last day, it was hard, I liked her, to see her go was hard, when I realized that I might never see her again after this weekend, she invited me to a small party of coworkers, who were throwing her a good bye party.

I was going to tell her I liked her, but I chickened out, I finally got the guts to tell her, so I sent her a message on facebook, basically telling her, just in case I don't get a chance to tell you at the party, the reason I joked about you going on all those dates, and having all those boyfriends, was because I am jealous of them...

So I go to this party, my brother dropped me off, it is a small get together really, she was not there yet, and I notice everyone else has a boyfriend there, I am like well this is a bit awkward, so when I heard she was almost there, I felt a little sick to my stomach, then someone said, she was bringing a date, I started feeling very sick, when she showed up, and was like everyone this is my boyfriend, I felt horrid, I then ended up talking with her boyfriend, we talked for about 20 minutes talked about History mainly.

And then it was time to go, she asked, so how I got there, I said my brother dropped me off, and I was going to find a ride, or walk, she was like I could give you a ride (I was VERY HAPPY, chance to tell her face to face) I said SURE, she then said, well my boyfriend is the one with the car, let me double check with him..... (at that point I felt really sick) So I got a ride home from him, it was awkward to say the least, small truck, my coworker who I like, her boyfriend and me, on the way home a tire went semi flat, we pulled over to a gas station, he got out, and went to refill the tire with some more air.

So we had an awkward moment in the car as he filled the tire, talked about college, and all that good stuff, he got back in, we drove the last 2-4 minutes to the house I am saying at (my brother Adam's apartment) then they dropped me off, over all really strange night, I came home, wrote most of this, and then went to bed.